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[Jan. 17th, 2005|10:41 am] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  loved | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | the early november- come back | ] |
so this weekend was wicked funnn! sorta.. um well friday i had school obviously and when my mom picked me up she said she bought me 3 pairs of shoes and we went back and bought 8 more for a total count of 11. they were 5 dollars each and it was amazinggg~ my life was made right there. then we went to the sachem east meet!! it was fun cause pat jason kate and whole bunch of other people were there. after the meet pat took me around his school to show me his locker! lol it had articles of me..i love that kid. saturday i went to boys varsity practice cause im way cool like that and miss colleen loves me. later that day me and meg went to see coach carter and then we went out to dinner.she needs to be NICE.(we have flipped personalities, she has turned into a psyche with no patience and i have turned into a very NICE person lol..) love spending time with my best gurrrl, not to mention how fun it is to almost get run over by cars trying to cross the intersection but hey..um then yesterday had the MLK meet.. yeah martin luther king!!! it was fun bc they had the bell heats i loved it. but get this, i was like theyll never have a bell heat for my heats and then for both my 50 and 200 free they rang the bell i was so excited but i ended up losing because there was really fast people in my heats. and then i told coach my best chance for winning is the 100 back and i was like watch i'll win and it wont be a bell heat (yeah i have no life) and sure enough i won and it wasnt even a bell heat. i was quite depressed because of that. i wanted a freakin prize. I HATE THEM ALL..
toodles! |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | usher- lovers and friends | ] |
hayyy .. the week has begun and thats not really bothering me which is good. ive come to realize a lot of things over the past few weeks and im starting to change some things. mostly thanks to katie, she is the best. i dont think anyone else knows what im talking about haha. i've been talking to a lot of people that i used to be good friends with and we just havent spoken a lot over the past few months but now we're starting again so im happy about that. im also going to try and hang out with people more because i feel bad that i havent hung out with some people in a really long time cause ive been so busy. its senior year and im making a goal to live a little more and have more fun. normally i do but im going on no regrets this year. yeah!! haha umm my birthday is soon so everyone MAKE ME A PARTY!!!!! alsoo... my road test is feb 7th.. parallel parking here i come ... this updated sucked
:) |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|09:25 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | yeah yeah yeahs- maps | ] |
HAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! this vacation wasnt long enough school starts again tomorrow ahhh. the vacation was alright though. i got nice stuff for christmas. on christmas my grandpa passed away so my whole family has been gutting the whole house this weekend. im really tired from packing all the stuff up it was so much. im about to fall asleep right now. new years was alright i didnt really do anything special. north shorelike never has practice we didnt have it for a week and i was so out of shape this week it was bad. one morning i went to IA to practice with katie and it was pretty hard. i need to get back into the swing of things. swwwwinnngggg swingyyyy.
this psyche paper sucks. me and shane have been working on it a lot kind of. its not bad because its about swimming but im too tired to write anymore.
soo yeah now thats its 2005 i hope this year is better than the last. i need to schedule my road test. i think i hate livejournal |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|09:22 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | christmas songs- the first noel! | ] |
so today was quite the day.. so many tests in school but i didnt care too much it just hurt my brain. umm then i went to ulta with my mom to get some gifts for the people at her work and my friends and then we went to target to get some more gifts and shop cause target is the bestttt haha... i saw a million people from school in target, its like the cool place to be or soemthing, it was fun though. then we went home to go to practice but there wasnt any so we wasted some time and on the way home we went to ac moore bc my mom had to get somehting and i stumbled upon the yarn aisles and i got into it! then there was this 7 year kid that came over to me and is like do u like knitting? and he was telling me about how he knits and stuff and showing me how to do it and then a couple more random ladies were helping me it was fun lol.. soo now im here i think im gonna go knit so i can finish my scarf soon! tomorrow is the last day before vacation and we have the holiday concert which im excited for ~ I love the concert!! and pretty much parties and food all day.. its gonna be sweeeeet |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | people typing | ] |
i thought i had gym today but apparently not. im in free right now 7th period and its wayyy boring. i was going to do hw but yeah got bored of that real quick. umm yeah so this weekend was pretty good. friday i made sugar cookies my fave!! saturday was work and then after i went to meggie's house and we watched some movies i<3cinderella story i saw that movie like 6 times lol.. yesterday me meg and kristen went to the mall to do some christmas shopping. i bought a really nice gift for my mom im excited to give it to her. next week on sunday i have the badger meet and im kind of excited for that even if its not a good meet. i want to see where im at with my training and all that and see if i can hit some junior times. im only like a second or less away in almost every event except for like breast so its possible. yeah i really wanna go to juniors it'll be so much fun especially since its in florida!! its really hot in here ahh i cant take it....ok i have nothing else to write, sorrrrrrry everyone.
until next time...... |
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[Dec. 6th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | the christmas shoes song | ] |
yeah so today was a good start for the new week cause last week was just..weird? i was pretty much dead at practice tonight which was kind of upsetting since last week i was going crazy fast but its probbaly since i didnt swim for 2 days. that always happens.. practice tonight was actually funny it usually is , but today more than usual. oh i love this song about the christmas shoes it goes "sir i wanna buy these shoes for my momma please its christmas eve and these shoes are just her size..." i always sing it with my mom and we get freaked out bc its kind of creepy at the same time haha ...umm yeahhh i thought i'd have more to say since i havent updated but i guess nothing exciting really happens in my life lol.. i guess i should go study for accoutning sicne i have a test tomorrow and im pretty lost! yayy later ! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|07:31 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | hilary duff- i am | ] |
so sunday was the relay carnival. i had to miss the breast cancer walk because of it and i feel really bad :( i am a horrible secretary... anyway Holler at North Shore for not giving a flying fuck about the meet. I did really well in my fly. I did my best 50 split ever 27.12 and i went first so it counts YAYY
today we had our last away meet against west islip and we won by a lot and it was expected to be a close meet so GO US!! STILL UNDEFEATED HELL YEAH HAUPPAUGE GIRLS VARSITY :).. i did a 211 in my 200 im, so that was pretty decent. i dropped time from my times for that event this season. i realized that my asthma has gotten really bad. i couldnt walk after i swam and i felt like i was going to pass out. Karen did so amazing i was really happy for her that she did so well, she deserves it <3. Im really going to miss the bus rides home from meets.. they are so much fun. We were screaming our cheers the whole bus ride and made up a bunch of cheers that dont make any sense but are funny anyway. "the eagles dont dance we just put on our caps and do the swimming way.. Swim back swim back swim back!" (MAD props to kate for that one hahah)"From the window to the wall, the eagles have it all, hauppauge girls dont crawl we can beat them all woOOO" and cant forget "On monday we're swimming on tuesday rays yelling and by wednesday we have a meet" yeah i forget the rest i'll have to ask jodis about that haha. we also had mcdonalds and we are fat asses and love every second of it. i seriously love these girls sooooo much~ WE ARE THE BEST
ok tomorrow is mismatch day and i have an obsession with matching. i hope im not the only loser wearing completely un-matching (is that a word?) clothes. I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!!
"Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am...
...I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am"
lol sad but true i somehow find some strange kind of appreciation in these songs |
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[Jul. 5th, 2004|02:14 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | relient k- for a moment i feel faint | ] |
heyyy. summer has been good so far. yeah so this week was doubles and work and for some reason i didnt mind it too much, i actually kind of liked it (yeah im weird) yeah it was basically just like me pat and gerard that went everyday so it was a good time. works also interesting with meg and jenn...i love those girls. i could also kill marc because we have the last 3 classes together and all he does is poke me really hard LOL.. its kind of funny though. friday i got a manicure and pedicure and then i went to kates sweet 16 which was a lot of fun. haha they played mine and pats song and us north shore people are really dirty dancers ill say that much but its funny as always. roy danced with me too cause hes cool like that yoo :) okk then saturday me matt pat kate heather and her friend went to smithpoint beach and we played frisbee and i suck and i didnt get a sun burn cause i was completely covered hahaha... i saw mike at the beach and me and kate were gonna go looking for enrick and jason but we got too lazy and didnt feel like walking that far lol o well. then shirlee and me went to see spiderman 2 which was really good..."the only time i wouldnt pass up the offer if there is an opportunity for sex".. hhaha shes crazyyyy but i love her. then yesterday the family came over and then roy chris colleen and christine came over and we did some fun stuff. my house is kind of boring though so yeeeeah. me chris and roy are supposed to go go-karting today or something but yeah chris sucks and doesnt have money or something...excuses excuses. ok im gettin pretty bored of writing in this thing and prob wont write for a while so byeeeeeee |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 25th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  pensive | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | fat joe- lean back | ] |
this week was a little dull but good. i hung out with a few people and just basically did nothing and it was cool. it was good to relax for once since next week starts work and doubles and im gonna be dead. speaking of dead i am really tired right now. i am actually kind of looking forward to work and stuff because then summer officially starts and what not and then i have all these parties to go to, and i cant wait for those. yeah im just writing randomly and talking out of my ass right now.
before i was thinking about friendships and how quickly they can fade. there are a couple of people that i can remember being great friends with and now we dont really talk that much anymore. it kind of sucks but then again there are a lot of people who i have become really close to lately. it also sucks how there are so many people that i am good friends with that live far away and i can never see them because of that. wat the fuck yo. im getting all philosophical now and its hurting my brain.
before at practice gerard kept singing "lean back" and now its in my head again Ahhhhhh
damn that kid. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  refreshed | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | coheed- delirium trigger | ] |
yooo wut up
summer is officially here WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
actually ive been done since wednesday
but now its party time
and party, i shall.
i cant wait til everyones done with their tests because then i can actually do stuff
im kind of bored right now but i put up some pics from the last day of school about a week ago or something
i got my SAT scores back and i did really well
im just randomly writing useless stuff to waste time
oh yeahi never said anything yet i duno if im going to who knows though lol
ok im going to the movies now laterrrr
( pics from last day of school ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | alkaline trio- i didnt mean to break your heart | ] |
yea so ... YO
this school year has come to a close ( thank god )
it was kind of cool. made a lot of new friends, and dumped a few shitty ones. or maybe just one...cough cough. thank heavens that bastard is done with.
anyyyyways. the last day was fun, and a bit crazy. i got a bunch of pics i guess ill put them up later or something if i decide to be productive.
and this weekend was empire trials. empires are going to be sick this year, cant wait for that. me and krice decided to bring a video camera...hahah Watch out everyone
i have 2 regents wednesday and then im ddddddone.
and then it will officially be party time and im just going to do absolutely nothing all the time 24/7 and its gonna be cake.
okay im gonna need your help on this one people..should i tell him?? hmmm, i've been contemplating this one for a while now. well not really. you get the point. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|08:39 am] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | i think hes listening to eminem now | ] |
im in web wizards right now and we're done with everything so im just like okay, bored.
last night was officer inductions for next year so i was inducted at secretary of nhs, holler. me and steph were like wwwwwow get me out of here. it wasnt that bad though but yeahhh.
ive had all this crap to do for school. wtf is up with teachers giving projects 3 days before school is over? god damn. im done with my writing portfolio though & its like 23 pages hahah .. i still have to finish up the espanole projecto. we're eating chinese food in spanish on friday FUCK YEAH WE ARE HOTT
ive been working crazy hard at practice lately and its cool cause im going crazy fast too. empire trials this weekend i cant waaaait AHAHA
this kid in my class is watching rap videos. he was listening to jay z burhs ur shoulders off and i told him todo it but he wont. and now hes listening to HEY MAMA .....everyones like wat the hell? it was funny at first but now he is just annoying. what a fagot. go home
oh yah, ive perfected my dance and i learned how to pop that thing ... pat's gonna love it
omgggg that kid just got up and danced in front of the whole class OMG wow ahhahaha that was fucking priceless i have never laughed so hard in my whole entire life |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|10:41 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | excited | ] |
yayy
yesterday i went to stony brook to work out with shirlee mike and megan. kevin george and danny were there too. i kind of liked it. i wanna do that more often so i can get big muscles, like a man, hell yeah. the massive amounts of running like a fairy though were not cool!
today was elections for nhs.
i really hope i win, so i can be secretary.
that'd be awesome, cause i really want to be secretary ... wooo :)
and tonight was this awards thingy at our school.
it's kind of just the same bull shit every year
everyones smart and gets good grades and we will all lead wonderful and successful lives, yadda yadda yaddaaaaa...and so on.
but i actually got a cool special award
i got the renssalear mathematics and science award which is like $60,000 to that school.
how awesome is that
i'm really happy about that, it was so cool to get an award, especially one that is that prestigious and great.
i'm happy :)
i want school to be over with... |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 31st, 2004|11:55 am] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | ludacris and dtp - 1st and 10 | ] |
well this memorial day vacation has been full of lots of fun things. SOO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN FOR YA!
ok well thursday night me and meggie went to shirl's house cause timmy was having a party with his dirt bag sachem fellows. not that all sachem kids are dirt bags cause like most of my friends are from there, but WHOA NOW, what a bunch of little hoochies. haha anyhow we are sitting on the front porch swinging on that thing sipping some you know what and this kid hits shirlee's antenna to her car and she flipped out. lets just say things werent too pretty haha. we had to get the hose a few times on the kids that wanted to go in the house. hot tub talks with me and meg are nice...haha WORK IT GIRLLLLL, yeah she was def working it. anyways we went to bed and established that i have a nice and comfortable ass for people to lay on. shirl drove us back in the morning and we spent our time watching weird shows and i was having a pillow fight with james.
yeah i went to the mall the other day and got a shit load of stuff. my mom was just like get this and this and this haha AND i got some new sunglasses so we can sexy it up at the beach. and mooseport is the greatest movie everrrrrrr, haha not really. yesterday i went out to lunch with big B and petie because it was billy's 17th birthday. HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY big B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that kid is awesome. and waiters that spill drinks all over the place are funny. tomato fight! haha ok yeah and then later that evening when chris decided to get his act together and go through with the plans me colleen chris roy and christine went to the movies. and i will be hearing for the rest of my life the fact that we didnt go to island 16. GEEZ yah but the movie was alright. it was kind of corny sometimes like the ending and the guy was just a bad actor to begin with but w/e. good times though.
yeah now i just realized i have a shit load of homework but i dont want to do it. that really fucking sucks. and it also sucks that i have no practice this whole week because of the pool and i have a meet next weekend and CHANGITY CHANG put me in all the wrong events. not cool chang, i think im goign to kill that man. yeah i think im gonna go for a run and then start up this hw.
PEACE UP |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 26th, 2004|03:51 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | happy | ] |
esp scares me.
i did another 1650 last night and i did an 1844. yay for improvement!!
i also drove home yesterday in flip flops and it wasnt fun.
and oh by the way, check out the sex fiends at the north shore team dinner:
ME AND PATTY-O!! so sexy
meg and me!
meg and pat!
oh baby.. we know how to WORK IT
:)
HOLLA
5 day break = lookin good |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 18th, 2004|10:28 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | whitney houston | ] |
i did a 1650 tonight and did a 18:50...i am so proud of myself, i am the best.
i drove home from practice today
again, i am the best.
my ego is about to explode....
...not really |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 16th, 2004|02:24 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | pensive | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | dashboard- brilliant dance | ] |
hey.. i actually think im going to update like a normal person does and we'll see how that goes
so yeah! yesterday was pretty cool, went to work and jenny benz was back so it was fun (fun as in better than usual) but sam wasnt there because of junior prom. i went with kristen to get some poptarts during my break. poptarts are awesome. idk why i remember that as being one of the highlights of my day lol but yeah. anyway, afterwards the gord drove me meg kristen and joe to the meet that i wasnt swimming in haha. we went to 711 and i got a slurpee and joe was getting pissed off at me because i was drinking it. me and meg were singing the whole car ride and i feel bad for gord cause she had to sit through that lol and i think joe almost killed himself. the meet was pretty cool not having to swim in it. i got to see normie, megan, alyssa, rashad, tom, lauren, and a lot of other people i havent seen in a while which was fun. i also saw kevin and i dont think that went too well lol. i was actually pretty upset about that before but just kind of realized that that's the way things go sometimes. but yeah overall a good time & meg did really well and im so proud of her!! we def are going to hit up the mall next weekend or SOON. so yeah i also just ate chinese food actually this was a few hours ago and now im hungry again hahah i also took an SAT for practice today and got a 740 on math and 730 on verbal which is a 1470 i think lol. im happy with that but who knows if thats what i'll be getting june 5th. im really excited for next weekend cause of junior trip to six flags and the team dinner for north shore haha maybe not excited about the dinner but definitely for six flags BABAYYYY!!! i think im gonna go for a run now so i can get into shape and get a hott body for this summer which is never goign to happen but i can wish for. so yeah this update kind of sucked and i wrote normally but its kind of long and no one probably read it. lol ok bye !! xoxoxo
omg oh yeah today is my bucko's 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE U!! :) |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 11th, 2004|04:12 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | CLAY AIKEN | ] |
Just when you think life's goin good, it decides to turn around and kick you right in the ass...OUCH
BUT fear not- i have a tentative plan.
my plans are always good and i need your support people.
thanks.
xooxxooxoxox |
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[Apr. 30th, 2004|08:47 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | energetic | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | michelle branch- one of these days | ] |
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
im updatingggggggggg
arent you excited??
yah i didnt think so
ok well i just got starbucks with lisa and its probably like a 10842742 calories
i picked up a new hobby of running...i like to run in spandex!!!
ap spanish can bite me
+ ap physics
i can actually do ap calc hoorah
14 DAYS =)
stability.. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2004|12:41 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | happy | ] |
heres an update...
im a fashion queen
brush ur shoulders off
lisas cool
school work sucks
counties are next weekend
AP's are soon, blah
i hope my bucko is okay cause i love her and she's the best <3
i love my babayyyy
i think im going to jr prom
im hungry
ok that's it
adios |
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[Apr. 9th, 2004|10:48 am] |
i survived driver's education class #1
holler at yo girl |
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[Apr. 8th, 2004|11:33 am] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | rubberband mannnnnn | ] |
hello livejournal world
long time no write
zones was off the heezy
i actually swam fast for once in my life and took off like a billion seconds
and i got 3rd place in all my events.. wooo!
i met a few kool kids from NJ
and we danced together
and it was funny
they are like 14
hahah
me and bucko roomed with 2 girls from badger and they were really nice
the food sucked my ass
and i dono
then i went to visit sbu and it was cool and it was a party and not really
but i liked it alot
too many hours in a car this past week
and im starting drivers ed today
except its private lessons because i missed the cut by like 4 days or soemthing and otherwise i wouldnt start until the summer
so im scared
cause idk how to drive for my life
but i guess thats the point of drivers ed
just have everyone stay off the road and everything will be alright
especially you lisa
oh yeah
lisas birthday was monday
HAPPY FUCKING 17th BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay bye everyone
livejournal sucks
SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IT
oh yeah
jr promo with a date or solo?
im gonna be bows date
kevin rocks |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|09:52 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | van halen | ] |
ohhh heres the scoop: im leaving tomorrow morning for good old fairfax, virginia , SON.
i have packed my whole entire life in one little suitcase
or 2 or 3...
im planning on kicking ass
and partying it up with bucko and company
dont say you're not jealous
because you areeeeee
dont miss me too much :) |
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| this one's for all the bucko's out there ... or the one and only bucko, my bucko |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|12:39 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | sugar sugarrr | ] |
and that title so did not make sense.
well 'whateva, i do wut i waaaant'
last night was full of unexpected fun!!
i went to my buckos house and we ate a whole lot
or should i say i ate a lot
and we watched scarey movie 2
ohhh this is my strong handd!! hahahah i love that guy
and then
the inevitable happened......
well not really inevitable
but.......
her dog peed on me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ANYWAY
yeah i had fun and i loooooooooove bucko |
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[Mar. 24th, 2004|03:40 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | giggly | ] |
whoaa i totally just used the george forman grill and it rocks hard.
i havent updated in a while because no one cares and neither do i and its like one big party of people not caring, and that had to have been the dumbest thing i have said in a long time, and this is a really long run on sentence, blah blah blah, youre a slut.
soooooo hip-hip-hooray for me and bucko going to zones next week to kick some ass, along with rashad, anthony, and such people :) wooo fun!
today was cool. i didnt have to take my physics test and so i randomly went places and then to my amazement, i saw bow and went to lunch with her because shes so sexy, jess was there too and then we stalked hott boys and it was good fun. and then later melissa and i randomly walked around places and i saw mike, and it was really funny. i hope your following, are you following that? ok whatever.
kevin is amaaaazing, heh.
<3 |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|06:50 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | something corporate- letters to noelle | ] |
ok so i took a little nap and woke up
i thought it was 630 in the morning and so i looked outside to make sure
but apparently 630 am & pm looks exactly the same PSHH
and then i turned on the tv but it didnt say which it was
and i got very very confused
and then i ate a brownie
the end.
soooooo zone q's tomorrow
hell yea mo fucka
WE GON KICK SOME BUTT.. you know how we do
P MONEY STYYYYYYYYYYYYYLE |
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[Mar. 14th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  exhausted | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | don't tell me | ] |
yup still working on the us history project
haha me and jess really hate this project, it can burn in hell for all i care
sectionals was today yeah woho
im really tired and my leg hurts and i think i have an appendix problem or somehting
i think i have a physics quiz tomorrow
this fucking sucks
oh yeah, friday was fun with bow, jess, chris, ryan and christine
good times
"she's purdee"
this is the epitome of a crappy entry
k bye |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|04:23 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | we all need someboddayyyyy to leannn onnnn oHHH | ] |
i'm so happy that it's scaring me
and i got some free chips today so that's a plus too |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | the postal service sucks | ] |
this weekend was full of nothingness and fun, all blended into one.
so here's something to think about.. go to junior prom or not?
and if yes.. bring someone or go alone?
if yes to that.. who to drag along with me?
ohhh the decisions life brings upon us.
it's tragic, really, it is.
i have like fucking herpes on my eye or something and its sooo annoying
and apparently laziness runs in the family except i think it's becoming a problem
andy has just said to me: we need to find you some young man meat so you can sink your teeth into his flesh
hahah
what the world needs now, is loooove sweet loooove.
time to go do a project aka lay on the floor in amusement
1963 'twas a crazy year. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|07:59 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | frankee-fuck you right back...amazing song i must say | ] |
tonight's practice will be one of the major contributing factors to the death of me
holla at that |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|06:57 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | ohh i believeeee LOVE IS THE ANSWERRR i believeeeee... | ] |
today was like the best day ever
senior mets in the am
i thought i was going to suck ass
bbbbbut i did really well and i almost did my best times.. i was so happy :)
i went a 209 my 200 back and i came in 4th
and i actually did a 212 in the 200 fly and DID NOT DIE- wat an accomplishment!
i got to talk to the coolest person ever, he rocks sososo much ahh
then i came home
kobe the cat was put to sleep, so for that reason it made today glum
but i went to the mall with megsie
we bought provocative clothing and other items
and it was a good fucking time, i'll say
we must do that more often
ok tomorrow im going to have the face of a hooker
wow, normal updates are so not cool.
bye now! |
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[Feb. 28th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | pensive | ] |
i had senior mets this morning. i was in a really crappy heat for the 50 and i won it but i went a fucking 25.4, blah. the 500 i did a mother fucking 5:14. i mean theyre both my best times, but nowhere near what i was going for. when is this hard work going to pay off? sometimes i feel like its not even worth it anymore.
on the brighter side of things i got to see lots of people again. chessie<3 is like the epitome of the sweetest girl. my darling krice was there and shes amazing like usual. normie stalked me, haha nah hes cool. jainie was also there, and i havent seen her since like the summer so that was awesome :).. and of course my bucko and bow were there and they are so HAWT
lisa made me a skirt for the fashion show
its so hott
im gonna be a model
tomorrow = meet = more sex
& shopping with my megs |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|07:03 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  mischievous | ] |
hello!
today was a very very pointless day at school
in gym we lost one of our games
and everyone was flipping out because we were undefeated ohhhhhhhhh
i was the only girl that played
these 2 guys on my team were really nice to me and theyre like ur really good and what not.. i dono i thought it was nice :)
i forget one of their names though :(
i'm eating toasted marshmallows right now
oooohh woman
dear asshole,
i hate you
love always,
cilla
ok bed time, nightynight. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2004|08:29 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | cheerful | ] |
kevin just imed me
im talking to kevin!
im in heaven
....sigh
i get to see him this weekend
along with many other sexy people <3<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 22nd, 2004|10:22 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | evergreen terrace or some crap | ] |
maryland was so hxc. muahahha not really, it was good i guess. the rider boys won woohohoh!!! i saw erika there, yayy. it makes me want to go to college more than i already did. booo, get me outta this shit hole.
im contemplating abandoning this poor excuse for a journal.
does anyone care?
i dont think i care, who knows though
i dont wanna go to school tomorrow
ahh fuck it
im tired goodnight
oh yeah im representing for the newly formed cult called DandPdepressing founded by damian and myself. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 17th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | our lady peace- innocent | ] |
im leaving tomorrow morning for the big MD
according to my mom i should bring nice clothes just in case there are cute guys there
okkkk riightttt, whatever.
its like im going away somewhere far away for a really long time
im going to miss big momma so much
wow this is so pathetic hahah |
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[Feb. 16th, 2004|12:29 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  annoyed | ] |
im being lectured once again and i hate being fucking lectured
im heated right now
well last night was a good time
got my nails did, theyre kind of annoying
megans sweet 16 was fun she looked gorgeous like usual
jenn kristen and some other people who i dont know were my dance partners because the guys were dumb
i got a candle and that made me happy <3
i want to have megan's children
pictures might be posted later
kill them with kindess or just kill them ... ?
hum |
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[Feb. 13th, 2004|02:57 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | get em girrrrl.. ow ow | ] |
today school was full of valentinesdayness. even though its not valentines day.
i bombed my math test. it was ridiculously hard. we all just took random guesses.
but then i got flowers from my lovers :)
thank you lisa & amanda<3<3
tonight is going to be fun
i think im going to the state qual meet to see my boyyyyyys
frollick around for a bit
tomorrow is going to be off the hook as well
hanging out with people (?) & dinner with lisa
yayyy im exciteddd
oh i just realized today is friday the 13th
sick.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 10th, 2004|03:24 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  giddy | ] |
so yeah
i wasnt going to update for the simple reason that i dont care but i stumbled along some things and have had a few realizations today and would like to share them with the rest of the world (because you all care A LOT!!)
there are a lot of people who are 2 faced and extremely fake
even with people they call "friends"
if you have something to say about someone either fucking go ahead, grow some goddamn balls and say it TO them.. YEAH PERSONALLY TO THEM and discuss your tiffs with them
or else put a sock in it and shut the fuck up because no one wants to hear your bull shit
(or atleast i know i certainly dont)
youre opinions mean nothing if you arent willing to back them up yourself
and thats all they really are in the first place: OPINIONS
dont use be an asshole and use cop out reasons for why you dont like someone
(ex: what they look like, wear, etc)
its ridiculous how much effort someone would put into making someone feel unwanted and disliked because of their own personal feelings towards them, behind their back nonetheless?
dont assume that everyone thinks the way you do, because a lot of people dont
and dont assume things about people you barely know or think you know
because things arent always what they seem
and you may find out that you have no fucking clue what you are talking about anyway
if you are complaining to me about other people or maybe not even to me
how do i know that you're not saying these things about me as well?
or if you are, do you think i really care?
and just think about it
what kind of person does it make you if you are doing this?
you're at best a complete asshole and no better, really.
whatevaaa pshh
just be real. unless you are too insecure about yourself and your thoughts/feelings and such...?
and if thats the case, SUCK ITTTTTTTTT <3 :)
anyway things are good this week, so far
that is all for now |
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| and i do it WELL WELL well weLLLLLLLLLLl |
[Feb. 7th, 2004|09:02 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | thoughtful | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | beautiful mistake- wide eyes | ] |
um henna tattoos & meditation.. need i say more?
practice this am
mad tired frum crazy ass sets
then work
ohhhh work was just goddamn great
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGGGGGGGGG
bball game with big momma tonight for nhs
so fucking boring
joshy rocked the court though.. WOO BABY!
starbucks yumm
people are stupid
go shoot yourself in the face
fucka
if you feelin like a pimp, go on, brush yo shoulders off |
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| its me birthdayyyy ME EMEMEMEMEM |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|09:35 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | ditzy | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | wp- ONE MORE DAY | ] |
a little recap of today:
TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAYYYY
i looked slammin and oh so stylish WHOA
crazy hair to the max BIATCH
fell asleep many times
drews varsity meet
dinner = FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
PHONE CALLS FROM PEOPLE
+ meggie gordonnnn <3
presentssssssssssssss
MESSAGES FROM HOTT PEOPLE:
WaterMelonBraa: HAPPY BDAY
tearingdownfear: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!!!!
ckb77777: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ckb77777: WOW YOUR 16
ckb77777: YOUR AN OLD FART
GROTHMOGG: HAPPY MUTHA FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!
nypridelax02: GO GO GO GO SHAWTAY its ya birfday and we gon party like its ya birfday we gon sip bacardi cuz its ya birfday AND WE DONT GIVE A FUCK CAUSE ITS YO BIRFDAYY.. SLUT
FLYQ615: hey mom, happy birthday....i got you a vibrater so i wouldnt have to try and find you a hubby
Rocket2501: happy b-day cilla
My pumpkin 88: Happy birthday... I didn't see you in school to say it.. hope your dinner suprise was nice 2
sparkledustx: http://www.livejournal.com/users/_so_pimp/51974.html
Runc920: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Runc920: lol i am doing homework can't let my mom see that i am talking to people but since it was your birthday i had to bend the rules
(^loser <3)
Dolfin5002: happy birthday cill!
HeAvEnSAnGel9318: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
preciousmel222: its mah babys 16th birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy
thought88: happpy birthday!!!!
AnGeLBaBeQT47: you are now officially 16, still illegal, but cheers to that :-D
bsf553x: birthday sex?
woooooooooo I LOVE EVERYONE :)
thanks ya'll
[hands down- the greatest post ever] |
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| dont waste ur time on me |
[Feb. 1st, 2004|10:23 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | the cd lisa made me... AMAZING | ] |
dude.
this weekend was so kick ass.
sam drove me home from work and faked that she had to go somewhere, that bitch.
meg called me from newburgh while i was in the shower..ooo la la
then lisa and danika kidnapped me and took me somewhere
we went to fridays
when i got there i saw sam and jenn
<b>SURPRISEEEEEE!! :):)</b>
moments later more sexy people arrived including:
bow, bucko, ryan, chris
then the party started
hott waiters, candy canes, knives and a lot of food, what could be better than that?
**props to lisa for planning this whole thing and mad love to everyone that came<3 (love also to meagan)**
FOR PICTURES YOU WILL BE DIRECTED TO ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) leelee2213
afterwards i went to bows house with bucko chris and ryan
theyre all crazy cool fuckers (:
i slept over with my bucko and it was good fun
then today i went to the mall with mi familia
<i><u>OPERATION:</u> shopping spree</i>
i got everything ... EVERYTHING
shoes, shirts, pants, weird jewelry- THE WORKS, BITCH!
im going to be so damn cool now (not that i wasnt before)
anyways this weekend was so great and ive never been so happy in my life
i love all my friends... i think im going to shed a few tears in complete happinessits good to finally realize some things and be cool with it all
THANKS GUYSSS you fucking rock
and its not even officially my birthday yet... :-D
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[Jan. 30th, 2004|09:38 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | naughty | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | boy sets fire- factory outlets | ] |
hello. i am updating because i shant be updating all weekend and you will die because of that. just because i said so.
today was good i guess. i dont remember half of it, like usual, and that might be a slight problem. got some grades back.
- 90 on physics test (bitch WHAT?)
- 95 on computer science final.. i fucking owned, but still have failed to understand wat that class is actually about
- 98 on ushist midterm and 98 for 2nd qtr
- 98 in spanish for 2nd qtr
oh, the cutest thing happened. there was a message on the answering machine for me from my history teacher saying how she looked over grades and decided to give me a 100. & she said happy bday. im not sure how she knew that my bday is soon. AW
THE MORAL OF THE STORY-- keep sitting on your ass and doing absolutely nothing. you will succeed in school and get good grades.
would you like to hear something very disappointing? ok heres the scenario:
you get a package in the mail
your birthdays in a few days
sensibly, you think, HEY THIS MUST BE A PRESENT
you open it up
unfortunately to your amusement, it is flashcards to use for SAT vocab & such
HAHAHAH wat the faaackk?
so yeah this weekend is going to AMAZING
no worries, all is good in cilla land
WOOOOO BABY
eat that motha fucka |
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| suck it |
[Jan. 29th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | weird | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | dropkick murphys.. holla | ] |
WELCOME TO MY LITTLE EMO WORLD... muahahahahah
so yeah.
went in early w/ lisa to "study" for math.
i found bow so that was fun.
i ate 2 bagels and did not study one bit.
and then... dun dun dunn (scarey sound effect) .. HELL
ap calc sucked and i didnt know what i was doing
cheers to wasting major amounts of time studying!
i went to practice today for the first time in about 4,000 years
..not so good for the body considering how painful and pathetic it was
wee!
well thats all the story telling for tonight, children.
join us next time... |
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| im the only one who will say these things to you |
[Jan. 28th, 2004|11:46 am] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | devious | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | staind- how about you | ] |
i had a really weird dream last night that came out of nowhere..
this guy that i used to be like best friends with called me and asked me to come over. and i did. we frollicked in the snow and did wat we always did. it was a good time, in my head atleast.
i was on the phone with ryan last night
he cracks me up
and im on the phone with lisa now
she wants to build igloos today
and on saturday she is taking me somewhere but i have no idea where
that scares me
but im excited!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
i have to urinate now... |
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| and when we meet... all that was there will be there still... u'll think that ive moved on... |
[Jan. 26th, 2004|09:47 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  nervous | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | dido- white flag | ] |
helloooo there..its been a while.
i have 31 comments in my previous entry.. gosh im so d-d-d-damn popular.
*i'd just like to give a shout out to all those who have supported me through this extremely WEIRD experience*
anyhow. this weekend was the meet at tvsc. hung out with bow and her friends for part of it and then barrett and the rest of the ns kiddies. barrett is so cool, i missed that kid. and yeah, him and i have a secret SHHHHH.. i also talked to greg, he is pretty cool too (and h-o-t-t by the way). i actually did well which has reassured me that i dont suck as much as i thought i did. i went 212 in both the 2 fly and 2 back so that was basically close to my times. i also went a 101 in the 1 back and am not too sure where that came from but hey ill take it. heat winner ribbons are the best, man.
i barely studied for us history but whatever i dont really care. physics has been giving me a headache. i feel like i know it but i dont. and i have like 10 more chapters with that anyway. it confuses me and i get sidetracked so easily. the ADD has been kicking in.. FOCUS PRISCILLA FOCUS
um went to the doctor today and i think i only have to go there one more time. on the way home this song came on and my mom is like i love this song! and then im like wow really? it goes:
fuck wat i said
it dont mean shit now
fuck the presents might as well throw them out
fuck all those kisses they didnt mean jack
fuck you you hoe i dont want you back
and i found it amusing and she said she didnt realize thats what it said and we continued to sing the song anyway. and then i bit my tongue and it was bleeding and she was laughing at me.
the end
good luck on ur frockin tests everyone.... |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2004|09:07 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | i dont fucking know, bitch | ] |
ehhh.. brain hurts..
i went to practice yesterday and basically sucked. i didnt care, i didnt even want to be there in the first place. my mind was on other things and that was the last place i wanted to be. megan was being really nice and was trying to cheer me up and telling me not to be GLUM (lol) so that was nice. i duno, i got out early just bc i felt like it, and went home to studying for my college computer science final aka wat the hell is that class about?? i really dont even know what this class is nor do i give two shits about it. some of the questions on the test i really just didnt know, but some were exactly what i studied, so that was a plus. but tomororw is just going to be horrible because we've never been tested/taught any of that, fuck you benventuo. WATEVERRR
im so sad. 2nd quarters almost over. most of you think thats a good thing. but no no. me and sam will not have our wonderful 2nd free together anymore and we wont have gym either. im going to be missing out on sams drama, and not being able to be with freshman and stand behind glass doors thinking no one can see us. extremely good times right there people, REALLY GOOD.
i didnt go to practice today. major slackage...i have a physics test tomorrow. who the hell gives a test right before the midterm, newman.. my mom was like wat is that stack of 5,000 papers for? and im like thats eveyrthing i have to know for physics. and she looked at me like i was crazy and laughed at me and left the room, lol. BUTTTTT i think i have a severe case of ADD. i will be attempting to study and whatnot and then i start to zone out or just get the urge to do something else. i start to do this weird stretching exercise that i made up hahah or i play a game, or just start cursing/singing for no reason and i laugh at myself because it is just odd what i do.
i cant wait until next week is over because then it is going to be party time for my birthday. shopping sprees are always fanfreakintastic. i want to do something with a very select few of my friends but im not exactly sure who/what/where/when/how and i thinki need to figure that out and see if they can or whatever. FEBRUARY 3rd PEOPLE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love lisaaaaa
ok well this was really long and boring and had no point to it whatsoever except to distract me even more and procrastinate. but now i must go back to reality and get some HOT CHOCOLATE BABY! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 18th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| |  productive | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | Plain White Ts- Stop | ] |
greetings, fellow people/journal readers/STALKERS.
looks like many plans fell threw from today and yesterday.
aw shucks, what a fucking shame.
well actually today was my christophers 17th birthday. <3
hes a big boy now and were all VERY proud of him.
too bad pmoney&cmoney couldnt party it up together.
for old times sake, yanno.
operation study for midterms was a failure
i decided to eat sushi instead and pretend to rock out to like 80s music
80s music is pretty good, but 70s is just in itself, GODLY.
so, tomorrow we shall rejoice and celebrate the wonderful holiday.
umm its getting late i think im going to go sleep soon :)
GOD DAMN! i wanna sex him up..
PS- my birthday is soon (feb 3rd to be exact) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2004|08:21 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | douchey | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | douche a douche a female douche | ] |
Ry. i spell douche wrong. all the time. i always write deusche but seriously i know that its douche... i cant help it.. im just being a douchebag, yknow?
heheheheheeee ahhhhahahhhhhhhhahahaa "Good"
I'm stalking him. -one. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 15th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
| [ | Bipolar emotion of the moment: |
| | energetic | ] |
| [ | Shittay ass tunes: |
| | funeral for a friend- juno | ] |
so snow day today. woo freakin hoo. nothing great actually. just slept a little later and what not. studied a little bit for math , but not really. i dont care to look at derivatives for more than 5 minutes at a time.
yesterday at practice i was going to say soemthing but decided not to because i just dont care enough? i dont know i guess its just unimportant to me now and nothing i wouldnt have expected. its easier for me to mentally play games with people anyway, heh.. but yeah so at practice i was kicking asssss. i was holding 100's on 105 but coming in on like 101 or 102 and the water was really cold. i could feel my legs getting really tight but i didnt care so i kept going and then off of one turn i got a huge cramp in the back of my leg and basically couldnt move it at all. i had trouble even getting out of the water and i couldnt walk. it was crying worthy pain. its still in my leg right now and its hard to walk still. i hope this goes away or else im goign to be fucking pissed. rarrrrrr!
some pics from the county dinner:
a bunch of sexy people :)
 ME AND MY BUCKOOOOOOOOO <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 we thought bow looked like she had huge boobs in this one and katie looks so hott right there, and me? well i look semi normal unfortunately :(
theres a lot more but i dont feel like putting them here
haha look at this
yeahhhh bitchhh.. wat nowww
over and out, captain cilla |
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