i wanna kill you

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 15:48:49 GMT

so this weekend was wicked funnn! sorta.. um well friday i had school obviously and when my mom picked me up she said she bought me 3 pairs of shoes and we went back and bought 8 more for a total count of 11. they were 5 dollars each and it was amazinggg~ my life was made right there. then we went to the sachem east meet!! it was fun cause pat jason kate and whole bunch of other people were there. after the meet pat took me around his school to show me his locker! lol it had articles of me..i love that kid. saturday i went to boys varsity practice cause im way cool like that and miss colleen loves me. later that day me and meg went to see coach carter and then we went out to dinner.she needs to be NICE.(we have flipped personalities, she has turned into a psyche with no patience and i have turned into a very NICE person lol..) love spending time with my best gurrrl, not to mention how fun it is to almost get run over by cars trying to cross the intersection but hey..um then yesterday had the MLK meet.. yeah martin luther king!!! it was fun bc they had the bell heats i loved it. but get this, i was like theyll never have a bell heat for my heats and then for both my 50 and 200 free they rang the bell i was so excited but i ended up losing because there was really fast people in my heats. and then i told coach my best chance for winning is the 100 back and i was like watch i'll win and it wont be a bell heat (yeah i have no life) and sure enough i won and it wasnt even a bell heat. i was quite depressed because of that. i wanted a freakin prize. I HATE THEM ALL..

toodles!

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 21:20:44 GMT

hayyy .. the week has begun and thats not really bothering me which is good. ive come to realize a lot of things over the past few weeks and im starting to change some things. mostly thanks to katie, she is the best. i dont think anyone else knows what im talking about haha. i've been talking to a lot of people that i used to be good friends with and we just havent spoken a lot over the past few months but now we're starting again so im happy about that. im also going to try and hang out with people more because i feel bad that i havent hung out with some people in a really long time cause ive been so busy. its senior year and im making a goal to live a little more and have more fun. normally i do but im going on no regrets this year. yeah!! haha umm my birthday is soon so everyone MAKE ME A PARTY!!!!! alsoo... my road test is feb 7th.. parallel parking here i come ... this updated sucked

:)

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 02:37:02 GMT

HAYYYYYYYYYYYYY! this vacation wasnt long enough school starts again tomorrow ahhh. the vacation was alright though. i got nice stuff for christmas. on christmas my grandpa passed away so my whole family has been gutting the whole house this weekend. im really tired from packing all the stuff up it was so much. im about to fall asleep right now. new years was alright i didnt really do anything special. north shorelike never has practice we didnt have it for a week and i was so out of shape this week it was bad. one morning i went to IA to practice with katie and it was pretty hard. i need to get back into the swing of things. swwwwinnngggg swingyyyy.

this psyche paper sucks. me and shane have been working on it a lot kind of. its not bad because its about swimming but im too tired to write anymore.

soo yeah now thats its 2005 i hope this year is better than the last. i need to schedule my road test. i think i hate livejournal

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 02:32:38 GMT

so today was quite the day.. so many tests in school but i didnt care too much it just hurt my brain. umm then i went to ulta with my mom to get some gifts for the people at her work and my friends and then we went to target to get some more gifts and shop cause target is the bestttt haha... i saw a million people from school in target, its like the cool place to be or soemthing, it was fun though. then we went home to go to practice but there wasnt any so we wasted some time and on the way home we went to ac moore bc my mom had to get somehting and i stumbled upon the yarn aisles and i got into it! then there was this 7 year kid that came over to me and is like do u like knitting? and he was telling me about how he knits and stuff and showing me how to do it and then a couple more random ladies were helping me it was fun lol.. soo now im here i think im gonna go knit so i can finish my scarf soon! tomorrow is the last day before vacation and we have the holiday concert which im excited for ~ I love the concert!! and pretty much parties and food all day.. its gonna be sweeeeet

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 17:27:07 GMT

i thought i had gym today but apparently not. im in free right now 7th period and its wayyy boring. i was going to do hw but yeah got bored of that real quick. umm yeah so this weekend was pretty good. friday i made sugar cookies my fave!! saturday was work and then after i went to meggie's house and we watched some movies i<3cinderella story i saw that movie like 6 times lol.. yesterday me meg and kristen went to the mall to do some christmas shopping. i bought a really nice gift for my mom im excited to give it to her. next week on sunday i have the badger meet and im kind of excited for that even if its not a good meet. i want to see where im at with my training and all that and see if i can hit some junior times. im only like a second or less away in almost every event except for like breast so its possible. yeah i really wanna go to juniors it'll be so much fun especially since its in florida!! its really hot in here ahh i cant take it....ok i have nothing else to write, sorrrrrrry everyone.

until next time......

Tue, 07 Dec 2004 02:11:29 GMT

yeah so today was a good start for the new week cause last week was just..weird? i was pretty much dead at practice tonight which was kind of upsetting since last week i was going crazy fast but its probbaly since i didnt swim for 2 days. that always happens.. practice tonight was actually funny it usually is , but today more than usual. oh i love this song about the christmas shoes it goes "sir i wanna buy these shoes for my momma please its christmas eve and these shoes are just her size..." i always sing it with my mom and we get freaked out bc its kind of creepy at the same time haha ...umm yeahhh i thought i'd have more to say since i havent updated but i guess nothing exciting really happens in my life lol.. i guess i should go study for accoutning sicne i have a test tomorrow and im pretty lost! yayy later !

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 23:39:26 GMT

so sunday was the relay carnival. i had to miss the breast cancer walk because of it and i feel really bad :( i am a horrible secretary... anyway Holler at North Shore for not giving a flying fuck about the meet. I did really well in my fly. I did my best 50 split ever 27.12 and i went first so it counts YAYY

today we had our last away meet against west islip and we won by a lot and it was expected to be a close meet so GO US!! STILL UNDEFEATED HELL YEAH HAUPPAUGE GIRLS VARSITY :).. i did a 211 in my 200 im, so that was pretty decent. i dropped time from my times for that event this season. i realized that my asthma has gotten really bad. i couldnt walk after i swam and i felt like i was going to pass out. Karen did so amazing i was really happy for her that she did so well, she deserves it <3. Im really going to miss the bus rides home from meets.. they are so much fun. We were screaming our cheers the whole bus ride and made up a bunch of cheers that dont make any sense but are funny anyway. "the eagles dont dance we just put on our caps and do the swimming way.. Swim back swim back swim back!" (MAD props to kate for that one hahah)"From the window to the wall, the eagles have it all, hauppauge girls dont crawl we can beat them all woOOO" and cant forget "On monday we're swimming on tuesday rays yelling and by wednesday we have a meet" yeah i forget the rest i'll have to ask jodis about that haha. we also had mcdonalds and we are fat asses and love every second of it. i seriously love these girls sooooo much~ WE ARE THE BEST

ok tomorrow is mismatch day and i have an obsession with matching. i hope im not the only loser wearing completely un-matching (is that a word?) clothes. I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY!!!

"Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am...

                                    ...I'm a million contradictions
                                     Sometimes I make no sense
                                         Sometimes I'm perfect
                                         Sometimes I'm a mess
                                 Sometimes I'm not sure who I am"

lol sad but true i somehow find some strange kind of appreciation in these songs

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 18:28:41 GMT

heyyy. summer has been good so far. yeah so this week was doubles and work and for some reason i didnt mind it too much, i actually kind of liked it (yeah im weird) yeah it was basically just like me pat and gerard that went everyday so it was a good time. works also interesting with meg and jenn...i love those girls. i could also kill marc because we have the last 3 classes together and all he does is poke me really hard LOL.. its kind of funny though. friday i got a manicure and pedicure and then i went to kates sweet 16 which was a lot of fun. haha they played mine and pats song and us north shore people are really dirty dancers ill say that much but its funny as always. roy danced with me too cause hes cool like that yoo :) okk then saturday me matt pat kate heather and her friend went to smithpoint beach and we played frisbee and i suck and i didnt get a sun burn cause i was completely covered hahaha... i saw mike at the beach and me and kate were gonna go looking for enrick and jason but we got too lazy and didnt feel like walking that far lol o well. then shirlee and me went to see spiderman 2 which was really good..."the only time i wouldnt pass up the offer if there is an opportunity for sex".. hhaha shes crazyyyy but i love her. then yesterday the family came over and then roy chris colleen and christine came over and we did some fun stuff. my house is kind of boring though so yeeeeah. me chris and roy are supposed to go go-karting today or something but yeah chris sucks and doesnt have money or something...excuses excuses. ok im gettin pretty bored of writing in this thing and prob wont write for a while so byeeeeeee

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 02:30:52 GMT

this week was a little dull but good. i hung out with a few people and just basically did nothing and it was cool. it was good to relax for once since next week starts work and doubles and im gonna be dead. speaking of dead i am really tired right now. i am actually kind of looking forward to work and stuff because then summer officially starts and what not and then i have all these parties to go to, and i cant wait for those. yeah im just writing randomly and talking out of my ass right now.

before i was thinking about friendships and how quickly they can fade. there are a couple of people that i can remember being great friends with and now we dont really talk that much anymore. it kind of sucks but then again there are a lot of people who i have become really close to lately. it also sucks how there are so many people that i am good friends with that live far away and i can never see them because of that. wat the fuck yo. im getting all philosophical now and its hurting my brain.

before at practice gerard kept singing "lean back" and now its in my head again Ahhhhhh
damn that kid.

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 20:33:28 GMT

yooo wut up
summer is officially here WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
actually ive been done since wednesday
but now its party time
and party, i shall.
i cant wait til everyones done with their tests because then i can actually do stuff
im kind of bored right now but i put up some pics from the last day of school about a week ago or something
i got my SAT scores back and i did really well
im just randomly writing useless stuff to waste time
oh yeahi never said anything yet i duno if im going to who knows though lol
ok im going to the movies now laterrrr

me and steph!!

lana steph and me (all future NHS officers might i add)

haha ms newman

ME AND ERIKA I LOVE YOUUUUUUU

meagan ! <3

hahah bunny rabbit...

ooooo wow...lol

DUMB SLUTS 4 LIFE

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 01:26:18 GMT

yea so ... YO

this school year has come to a close ( thank god )

it was kind of cool. made a lot of new friends, and dumped a few shitty ones. or maybe just one...cough cough. thank heavens that bastard is done with.
anyyyyways. the last day was fun, and a bit crazy. i got a bunch of pics i guess ill put them up later or something if i decide to be productive.

and this weekend was empire trials. empires are going to be sick this year, cant wait for that. me and krice decided to bring a video camera...hahah Watch out everyone

i have 2 regents wednesday and then im ddddddone.
and then it will officially be party time and im just going to do absolutely nothing all the time 24/7 and its gonna be cake.

okay im gonna need your help on this one people..should i tell him?? hmmm, i've been contemplating this one for a while now. well not really. you get the point.

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 12:38:15 GMT

im in web wizards right now and we're done with everything so im just like okay, bored.

last night was officer inductions for next year so i was inducted at secretary of nhs, holler. me and steph were like wwwwwow get me out of here. it wasnt that bad though but yeahhh.

ive had all this crap to do for school. wtf is up with teachers giving projects 3 days before school is over? god damn. im done with my writing portfolio though & its like 23 pages hahah .. i still have to finish up the espanole projecto. we're eating chinese food in spanish on friday FUCK YEAH WE ARE HOTT

ive been working crazy hard at practice lately and its cool cause im going crazy fast too. empire trials this weekend i cant waaaait AHAHA

this kid in my class is watching rap videos. he was listening to jay z burhs ur shoulders off and i told him todo it but he wont. and now hes listening to HEY MAMA .....everyones like wat the hell? it was funny at first but now he is just annoying. what a fagot. go home

oh yah, ive perfected my dance and i learned how to pop that thing ... pat's gonna love it

omgggg that kid just got up and danced in front of the whole class OMG wow ahhahaha that was fucking priceless i have never laughed so hard in my whole entire life

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 02:47:44 GMT

yayy

yesterday i went to stony brook to work out with shirlee mike and megan. kevin george and danny were there too. i kind of liked it. i wanna do that more often so i can get big muscles, like a man, hell yeah. the massive amounts of running like a fairy though were not cool!

today was elections for nhs.
i really hope i win, so i can be secretary.
that'd be awesome, cause i really want to be secretary ... wooo :)

and tonight was this awards thingy at our school.
it's kind of just the same bull shit every year
everyones smart and gets good grades and we will all lead wonderful and successful lives, yadda yadda yaddaaaaa...and so on.
but i actually got a cool special award
i got the renssalear mathematics and science award which is like $60,000 to that school.
how awesome is that
i'm really happy about that, it was so cool to get an award, especially one that is that prestigious and great.
i'm happy :)

i want school to be over with...

Mon, 31 May 2004 16:14:55 GMT

well this memorial day vacation has been full of lots of fun things. SOO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN FOR YA!

ok well thursday night me and meggie went to shirl's house cause timmy was having a party with his dirt bag sachem fellows. not that all sachem kids are dirt bags cause like most of my friends are from there, but WHOA NOW, what a bunch of little hoochies. haha anyhow we are sitting on the front porch swinging on that thing sipping some you know what and this kid hits shirlee's antenna to her car and she flipped out. lets just say things werent too pretty haha. we had to get the hose a few times on the kids that wanted to go in the house. hot tub talks with me and meg are nice...haha WORK IT GIRLLLLL, yeah she was def working it. anyways we went to bed and established that i have a nice and comfortable ass for people to lay on. shirl drove us back in the morning and we spent our time watching weird shows and i was having a pillow fight with james.

yeah i went to the mall the other day and got a shit load of stuff. my mom was just like get this and this and this haha AND i got some new sunglasses so we can sexy it up at the beach. and mooseport is the greatest movie everrrrrrr, haha not really. yesterday i went out to lunch with big B and petie because it was billy's 17th birthday. HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY big B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that kid is awesome. and waiters that spill drinks all over the place are funny. tomato fight! haha ok yeah and then later that evening when chris decided to get his act together and go through with the plans me colleen chris roy and christine went to the movies. and i will be hearing for the rest of my life the fact that we didnt go to island 16. GEEZ yah but the movie was alright. it was kind of corny sometimes like the ending and the guy was just a bad actor to begin with but w/e. good times though.

yeah now i just realized i have a shit load of homework but i dont want to do it. that really fucking sucks. and it also sucks that i have no practice this whole week because of the pool and i have a meet next weekend and CHANGITY CHANG put me in all the wrong events. not cool chang, i think im goign to kill that man. yeah i think im gonna go for a run and then start up this hw.

PEACE UP

Wed, 26 May 2004 20:02:11 GMT

esp scares me.

i did another 1650 last night and i did an 1844. yay for improvement!!
i also drove home yesterday in flip flops and it wasnt fun.

and oh by the way, check out the sex fiends at the north shore team dinner:

ME AND PATTY-O!! so sexy

meg and me!

meg and pat!

oh baby.. we know how to WORK IT

:)

HOLLA

5 day break = lookin good

Wed, 19 May 2004 02:28:36 GMT

i did a 1650 tonight and did a 18:50...i am so proud of myself, i am the best.

i drove home from practice today
again, i am the best.

my ego is about to explode....
...not really

Sun, 16 May 2004 18:48:37 GMT

hey.. i actually think im going to update like a normal person does and we'll see how that goes

so yeah! yesterday was pretty cool, went to work and jenny benz was back so it was fun (fun as in better than usual) but sam wasnt there because of junior prom. i went with kristen to get some poptarts during my break. poptarts are awesome. idk why i remember that as being one of the highlights of my day lol but yeah. anyway, afterwards the gord drove me meg kristen and joe to the meet that i wasnt swimming in haha. we went to 711 and i got a slurpee and joe was getting pissed off at me because i was drinking it. me and meg were singing the whole car ride and i feel bad for gord cause she had to sit through that lol and i think joe almost killed himself. the meet was pretty cool not having to swim in it. i got to see normie, megan, alyssa, rashad, tom, lauren, and a lot of other people i havent seen in a while which was fun. i also saw kevin and i dont think that went too well lol. i was actually pretty upset about that before but just kind of realized that that's the way things go sometimes. but yeah overall a good time & meg did really well and im so proud of her!! we def are going to hit up the mall next weekend or SOON. so yeah i also just ate chinese food actually this was a few hours ago and now im hungry again hahah i also took an SAT for practice today and got a 740 on math and 730 on verbal which is a 1470 i think lol. im happy with that but who knows if thats what i'll be getting june 5th. im really excited for next weekend cause of junior trip to six flags and the team dinner for north shore haha maybe not excited about the dinner but definitely for six flags BABAYYYY!!! i think im gonna go for a run now so i can get into shape and get a hott body for this summer which is never goign to happen but i can wish for. so yeah this update kind of sucked and i wrote normally but its kind of long and no one probably read it. lol ok bye !! xoxoxo

omg oh yeah today is my bucko's 17th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE U!! :)

Tue, 11 May 2004 20:12:08 GMT

Just when you think life's goin good, it decides to turn around and kick you right in the ass...OUCH

BUT fear not- i have a tentative plan.
my plans are always good and i need your support people.
thanks.

xooxxooxoxox

Sat, 01 May 2004 00:50:02 GMT

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

im updatingggggggggg
arent you excited??
yah i didnt think so

ok well i just got starbucks with lisa and its probably like a 10842742 calories
i picked up a new hobby of running...i like to run in spandex!!!

ap spanish can bite me
+ ap physics
i can actually do ap calc hoorah

14 DAYS =)

stability..

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 16:42:51 GMT

heres an update...

im a fashion queen
brush ur shoulders off
lisas cool
school work sucks
counties are next weekend
AP's are soon, blah
i hope my bucko is okay cause i love her and she's the best <3
i love my babayyyy
i think im going to jr prom
im hungry

ok that's it
adios

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 14:48:33 GMT

i survived driver's education class #1
holler at yo girl

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 15:44:20 GMT

hello livejournal world
long time no write

zones was off the heezy
i actually swam fast for once in my life and took off like a billion seconds
and i got 3rd place in all my events.. wooo!
i met a few kool kids from NJ
and we danced together
and it was funny
they are like 14
hahah
me and bucko roomed with 2 girls from badger and they were really nice
the food sucked my ass
and i dono

then i went to visit sbu and it was cool and it was a party and not really
but i liked it alot
too many hours in a car this past week
and im starting drivers ed today
except its private lessons because i missed the cut by like 4 days or soemthing and otherwise i wouldnt start until the summer
so im scared
cause idk how to drive for my life
but i guess thats the point of drivers ed
just have everyone stay off the road and everything will be alright
especially you lisa
oh yeah
lisas birthday was monday
HAPPY FUCKING 17th BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay bye everyone
livejournal sucks
SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK IT
oh yeah
jr promo with a date or solo?
im gonna be bows date
kevin rocks

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 02:55:19 GMT

ohhh heres the scoop: im leaving tomorrow morning for good old fairfax, virginia , SON.

i have packed my whole entire life in one little suitcase
or 2 or 3...

im planning on kicking ass
and partying it up with bucko and company
dont say you're not jealous
because you areeeeee

dont miss me too much :)

this one's for all the bucko's out there ... or the one and only bucko, my bucko

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 17:45:51 GMT

and that title so did not make sense.
well 'whateva, i do wut i waaaant'
last night was full of unexpected fun!!
i went to my buckos house and we ate a whole lot
or should i say i ate a lot
and we watched scarey movie 2
ohhh this is my strong handd!! hahahah i love that guy
and then
the inevitable happened......
well not really inevitable
but.......
her dog peed on me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ANYWAY
yeah i had fun and i loooooooooove bucko

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 20:46:58 GMT

whoaa i totally just used the george forman grill and it rocks hard.

i havent updated in a while because no one cares and neither do i and its like one big party of people not caring, and that had to have been the dumbest thing i have said in a long time, and this is a really long run on sentence, blah blah blah, youre a slut.

soooooo hip-hip-hooray for me and bucko going to zones next week to kick some ass, along with rashad, anthony, and such people :) wooo fun!

today was cool. i didnt have to take my physics test and so i randomly went places and then to my amazement, i saw bow and went to lunch with her because shes so sexy, jess was there too and then we stalked hott boys and it was good fun. and then later melissa and i randomly walked around places and i saw mike, and it was really funny. i hope your following, are you following that? ok whatever.

kevin is amaaaazing, heh.
<3